I never was 17
I never was 17
You were prom queen, baby
I was nothing but a bad dream
I never learned how to cry
I never learned how to cry
But when I think about you now
I can hardly keep a dry eye
Come on
Turn it up
Tear it up
Start it again
Come on
Tear it up
Cut it out
Tear off my head
I don't care
I never was 17
I never was 17
You were swim team, baby
I was sucking on some chlorine
I never had a panic attack
I never had a panic attack
In the back of the class
Man, you think I would recall that
Come on
Turn it up
Tear it up
Start it again
Come on
Tear it up
Cut it out
Tear off my head
Come on
Ball it up
Tear it out
Make it a reset
A cold reject
A hard reset
Oh baby
I’m blazing
I'm phasing
I’m erasing
and retracing
and replacing all these memories
Constant violence, violence
Banging up against my eyelids
Light it
Watch it go up in flames
I never was 17
I never was 17
You and I had no secrets
You and I we had no anything
But I only wanna see you again
I only wanna touch you again
My love
‘Cause when you took my heart
and then you took his name
I think it tore out part of my brain
Come on
Turn it up
Tear it up
Get out of bed
Come on
Tear it up
Cut it out
Tear off my head
Come on
Ball it up
Tear it out
Make it a reset
Come on
Turn it up
Tear it up
Start me again
credits
from Future So Dark EP,
released August 8, 2018
Written by Josh Shabtai
Produced, engineered, mixed by Danny Kalb
Mastered by Greg Calbi at Sterling Sound
Drums by Alex De Jong
Recorded at White Star Sound in Louisa, VA
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